Is it too much ?

When loving you and wanted you to be mine
When Hopping on you and want it to be forever
When counting on you that my happiness will be coming from you, always
When I feel so insecure knowing that your past was so beautiful
When realizing that You and I will never be the same.  

Is it too much ?

I'm Waiting

No matter how much I hate this
No matter how much I mad at you
No matter how much tears that fell out

I keep on looking at my phone, and hoping for a mssg notification from you.

Yes, I'm waiting ..

It Hurt's

Knowing that thing's will get to the point when I will not be able to express it again..

Knowing that he can't do anything about it ..

Knowing that I will be back to where I used to be ..

Knowing that I cannot do anything about it and the tears is falling ..

It hurt's ..

💖

And he said "I love you too.."

Is it the right thing .. ?

Rasa itu sudah mulai ada
Keinginan untuk memiliki dia sudah kuat
Cemburu sudah mulai sering datang
Air mata sudah hinggap

Mencintai mu bukan hal yang sulit, tetapi melupakan rasa untuk bisa memiliki mu itu yang belum bisa aku lakukan sampai sekarang ..

Apakah memang ini jalan yang diberikan. Hadiah indah yang tidak ingin aku lepaskan ..

Is that your promise?

" I will grow that happiness for you.."

Another "Damn It" Situation

What is it with falling in love .. I hate it !
I hate the feeling when I miss you and I can't reach you..

The situation when you will always able to reach me when you miss me and I can't do the same ..

Damn it Babe !!

It's Never Enough

When the feeling is there and you know that you will never get more than that.

When I can feel that I am falling in love with you and I can't have it.

When I am fully understand that I will never feel enough even if you are here...

Aku Cemburu

Mengetahui dia ada di sebelah mu, bisa melihat mu dan bersama mu malam ini.

Aku cemburu, dia istri mu

Please ..

Im in love with the colour and smile that you bring into my life. And it's about your time to go back to your own life.

I just want that colours and the smile stay here even when you're not around.

Please..